Things are looking up! ... maybe

I was appointed cheer i/c for today's activities. I guess it was mainly because many others were going for matriculation today, and not really because they thought I was good. My performance for this camp is definitely not that good, not as good as when I was in Camp Blue Blood, definitely.

I didn't think I was a great i/c. Maybe an ok one, if you overlook the small mistakes here and there.

Anyway, because I was i/c, I sorta felt more related to the group, I think. I don't know la... But today feels much better than yesterday. And the thing is, I think the seniors from other group saw me leading cheers too. I just hope I didn't come across as being to showy, just like the kind of people I so dislike.

And today, we also had supper with our block seniors. We had a cake for Aug babies, and I was asked to go up cos I mentioned ever so softly that my birthday's in Aug too... I was quite happy at first, happy that for once, such things happen to me, that the spotlight shines in my direction. But, according to C block culture, as I soon found out, the birthday people have to do some almost-kissing thing, where a piece of very, very itsy bitsy teeeny weeny piece of chocolate will be passed from a girl's mouth to a guy's. I thought that I shall just try to be sporting, and went up. On hindsight, I really hope I didn't appear like I was happy and desperate for that! And of course, hoping that I didn't come across as being too showy...

Also made up my mind on my target for the dating game. Haha... Recommended courtesy of Rachel. I haven't had the chance to talk to him yet, but I heard he's a real nice guy.

At 1am, after rag rush, I went to Ivy's room where we created little notes for our potential dates. Super funny la, esp when we had to go to outside their room to leave the notes.

Since KR is such that it's one floor girls, one floor guys, it would seem real weird if we were caught on a guy's floor. No excuse to save us! We wanted to remain anonymous first cos we're shy. Haha... Got into a few dangerous situations when we were almost found out. We were being so sneaky, it was funny! Haha... I felt like a small girl having a silly crush on a senior, and trying to pass him a love letter. Ha... Just that of course, this time, the cirumstances are different la.

Spending so much time with Ivy today on the card made us closer friends I think. Looks like I just got a new good friend! :)